NO MO SO SHO

Fuck depression. Fuck feeling like a professional victim. Fuck wanting to feel something different but only feeling nothing at all or too much all at the same time. I know I have stopped drinking, but I will always be called an alcoholic. Also, I know I’ve been doing better mentally, but I’m still fucked up. […]

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Today Was A Day

My son gets frustrated daily with his struggle to do certain things. Simple tasks like opening a bag of chips, walking long or even short distances, or writing with a pen are more difficult for my son. Not only does he deal with not being able to do some things like other kids his age, […]

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Shit Sponge #5

“I don’t like all the gay people here. I mean, why do they even want to be on a Disney cruise? Why would they want to be around all of these kids?  I just don’t like it.  It doesn’t feel right.” – family member At that moment, I realized they were numbingly uncomfortable being away […]

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One Fucking Word

One fucking word truly defines me and the headache of “the crowd” this word forces me into. One tiny, meager word, crumbles the facade around me and causes me to question everything. One fucking word helps to fuck up everyone else’s expectations of me, so it has been a blessing, yet a terrible curse. Why? […]

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Politically Incapable

Every four years Americans get to bicker back and forth, pretending to have all the answers, while buying the snake oil the ‘side’ they choose belittles them into needing.  Consumerism is the real American dream.  We buy things we don’t need and if we can’t afford, we take.  We break things and simply throw them […]

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Dope Unicorn

I think humor and hurt go hand-in-hand. And as serious as our mental health is, we need to remember to laugh. Laugh at the uncontrollable and the stupid. Always remembering that the shit going on in our head is just our mind getting the best of us. Take your best back! I am not the […]

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Surviving Stupid

Trauma. If I have learned anything about my scrambled egg brain is that a lot of my mental wrestling matches involve some form of trauma. A close family member recently told me that I was a professional victim that was bringing my entire family down with me. They informed me that I will continue to […]

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