Growing up, my grandpa was the kind of grandpa that would encourage me to pick up a baby chick, knowing very well the mother hen would chase me across the yard. He was the kind of grandpa that would have me touch an electric fence, just so I knew it wasn’t a joke. But laugh […]
Read More THE REMIX IS BETTER THAN THE ORIGINALFuck depression. Fuck feeling like a professional victim. Fuck wanting to feel something different but only feeling nothing at all or too much all at the same time. I know I have stopped drinking, but I will always be called an alcoholic. Also, I know I’ve been doing better mentally, but I’m still fucked up. […]
Read More NO MO SO SHOI have been hyper-sensitive to my snowflake brain for the past six months. I’m finally breathing instead of gasping to function. Others are picking up bad habits while I am living good ones. The shitshow that is COVID-19 has fucked with everyone’s heads and I’m terrified I will fall back deep in the butthole of depression. […]
Read More an event in which a rare combination of circumstances drastically aggravates the eventMy son gets frustrated daily with his struggle to do certain things. Simple tasks like opening a bag of chips, walking long or even short distances, or writing with a pen are more difficult for my son. Not only does he deal with not being able to do some things like other kids his age, […]
Read More Today Was A DayI hate to hurt people. I am WAY too much of a ‘feeler’ for that shit. The empathy gauge of my heart is stuck at eleven. That’s one more than ten. It’s like bigger, y’know? But I have been slapped with the reality that commonsense isn’t so common. And I get a front-row seat to […]
Read More Don’t Let The Bathwater Hit You On The Way OutOh, sack up snowflake. I was born into a belief that choice could not be a valid option. My questions were squandered to belittle my devotion to the belief that I was forced into. Just try leaving ‘the faith’ and you too will experience it firsthand. (ie “He never reeeaaaally had faith.”) Faith is a […]
Read More Fuck Jesus, and his sheepleI strive to be as open and authentic as possible. It is easier to do than you would think. You just need to take a deep breath and trust people. Trust that people will see you for all the shit you might be in and the crap you fought so hard to get out of. […]
Read More When Trauma Causes Trauma and Trauma Fucks Trauma Unwillingly.No one really reads this or is interested. I spin wheels to survive, yet go nowhere. Fuck trying.
Read More Nope.comOne fucking word truly defines me and the headache of “the crowd” this word forces me into. One tiny, meager word, crumbles the facade around me and causes me to question everything. One fucking word helps to fuck up everyone else’s expectations of me, so it has been a blessing, yet a terrible curse. Why? […]
Read More One Fucking WordEvery four years Americans get to bicker back and forth, pretending to have all the answers, while buying the snake oil the ‘side’ they choose belittles them into needing. Consumerism is the real American dream. We buy things we don’t need and if we can’t afford, we take. We break things and simply throw them […]
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