Fuck Jesus, and his sheeple

Oh, sack up snowflake. I was born into a belief that choice could not be a valid option. My questions were squandered to belittle my devotion to the belief that I was forced into. Just try leaving ‘the faith’ and you too will experience it firsthand. (ie “He never reeeaaaally had faith.”) Faith is a […]

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One Fucking Word

One fucking word truly defines me and the headache of “the crowd” this word forces me into. One tiny, meager word, crumbles the facade around me and causes me to question everything. One fucking word helps to fuck up everyone else’s expectations of me, so it has been a blessing, yet a terrible curse. Why? […]

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Politically Incapable

Every four years Americans get to bicker back and forth, pretending to have all the answers, while buying the snake oil the ‘side’ they choose belittles them into needing.  Consumerism is the real American dream.  We buy things we don’t need and if we can’t afford, we take.  We break things and simply throw them […]

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Surviving Stupid

Trauma. If I have learned anything about my scrambled egg brain is that a lot of my mental wrestling matches involve some form of trauma. A close family member recently told me that I was a professional victim that was bringing my entire family down with me. They informed me that I will continue to […]

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Insignificant

Social media is fucked. The days of speaking with someone face-to-face are done; only knee-jerk reactions and re-posts with ill-informed commentary. I too have fallen for the narcissistic lies that we tell ourselves. We want to be heard, counted and included. And on the other hand, we find a way to require like-minded ‘followers’ and […]

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60 Days Dry

I never thought I could go a single day without a beer. ………… Who fucking cares? Why is not ingesting a beverage such a big deal? Sure, it makes sense to take care of myself but why tell people? Why make a big deal? Why care? Sobering up has clarified a lot around me. Without […]

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I Wear Black When You Are Blue

He can’t breathe What if that was me Would you stop to see If I was comfortably Inconvenienced …… I see color in the streets Fire in those I meet Bloodied and freshly beat All you have is a tweet And impotence …… I wear black when you are blue I stand for those who […]

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